Ima trying! Never know which end of the elephant to chew on first!!

I did organize my livig WITH the help of the kids. They were reluctant at first but I said no TV we get this straight! Once we started rolling they were awesome and I was positive Polly. Really rewarding. . .

The past almost two weeks have been miserable. Now I don't know if my cycle is letting up or the meds are mellowing me out.

I've just been so lost in thought on all the things that have transpired since, I'm, BIRTH. . . I seriously lack boundaries with everyone, including my best friend from high school. She borrows money, promises to return and now shes in debt to $600.

I've even been ignoring her lately because I just feel used in one way or another. . . Hypersensitive? Paranoid?

guys, again, thank you all for the support and I do hope to be there for all too. But I fear I'm a little self absorbed until I get a handle on things.

Specifically making that therapist appointment.