hi fairy.... my response to the situation you were in would probably have been very similar to yours. i have a similarish back round of abuse as you. people who show anger scare me, then it makes me mad to be scared and so then i cry.anyways i feel for you...you should be very proud of yourself for going back in...that had to be extremely hard to do .i hope that you are able to take good care of you during these hard times......gentle hugs if okay........kasva