Thanks so much for the feedback. It feels SO good to be understood. No one else in my life could possibly understand this....which is why I love PC....(( HUGS ))

It's also a relief to know that I'm not alone in struggling with trusting my instincts when it comes to current or new friendships/relationships.

I noticed that am I feeling a bit detached from it at the moment....I am keeping busy and have group T tonight....it's sitting far off to the side, and the simplest look over towards it brings back that welling of overwhelming feeling...

This process sux. But I need to get to the other side of it....*sigh*

(( HUGS ))