Hi Natani_girl Welcome if I already haven't told you that. This is a place for people having a hard time coping with things in their minds, Don't ever think yours is less than adequate I am sure you are very intelligent! Just going though a rough time right now. You can lean on mine any time. We all need a shoulder to lean on now and again. I am on here a lot so anytime! I hate it when I get to feeling that sad and it does happen! Sending good vibes your way!