So we're going shopping later and now I'm getting really excited. You know, I feel like a puppy when You say the word walk.... Because I hate shopping but I like going out as a whole family with kids and husband. I love family events. But then on Thursday my work is throwing me a shower and I thought barely anyone would come because I'm not generally a popular person. But earlier this lady came from the upstairs office to say that she was sent down by "lots of people" to find out what I need. O.O Not expecting this, making me nervous. I always feel nervous when people do nice things for me. Especially people I don't know well. It makes me wonder "why are they being so nice???"

And next week the whole office is having a cookie party but you can't eat cookies unless you bring cookies (which I always think is selfish for people because not everyone can afford it so why leave them out?? And like every year there are like 200 cookies!) and I really like cookies... so I hope I can brign some. And then on Friday my department is having a holiday party lunch. O.O Ack!

So yeah. I think I'm not going to slow down today.... Maybe tomorrow.