I know I will get over it, but I just came back from my session and I am extremely jealous of my T. I had been talking about my relationship with my H and that it is a milestone anniversary next week but that we never do anything special and I know no one is making us a party. When my parents celebrated this anniversary I made them a party but I didn't have any kids then and had a lot of free time. I don't even want a party.

I mentioned that I wish I could go to Hawaii though we were there twice when my H's company had meetings there. At the end of my session, my T told me she is going away in a couple of weeks. I asked where she was going and she didn't want to tell me at first. You guessed it. Hawaii!! I immediately told her I was jealous and asked for a hug. We walked out to our cars together and I almost started crying.

I'm so, so jealous of her even though I've been there. She's been there too. I want to do something special with my H but there is nothing to do. I am scared of flying anyway and we can't get away now.

How can I get rid of this jealousy? What should I do? I told my H and he said sometime we could go with mileage. But that doesn't make me feel better for now. I want to celebrate now. I know I'm acting like a little kid.