Sometimes I feel like I need a therapist. Then there are other days where I think I can do this. I have been like this forever and you know what I lived like this for this long. I can do it for the rest of my life too. Then I have those days where I feel like I'm on edge of destruction. Im sure that others feel the same way too. Sometimes it feels like a lonely road that I'm on. I was in therapy before but I never finshed either one of them. One just plain gave up and the other couldn't see me anymore. Probably a good thing anyways cause she wasn't really helping anyways. Then there is this whole problem with my insurance only paying for 2 sessions. Then it goes to full price again. I can't afford it but at the same time can I afford to pass up my life like this? I feel like I'm trapped either way. Advice would be great. thanks for reading.