I have been blacking out and cutting myself. I thought it was the increase in the meds and so I stopped taking them. I have still been blacking out and cutting myself, except now the cuts are getting deeper. It has been almost three weeks since it all started and I have twelve cuts and my arms. I don't know what to do. When I went for help the first time to get my meds checked out they held me against my will for twelve hours and I sure as **** don't want that to happen again. I need help, I know, but I don't know were to get it or if I trust anyone to give it to me. My friend works in the ER, so everytime I cut she glues me back together. I know I have to stop because I don't want to get her into trouble. Any advice?
Amy