I told dbtT today that I wasn't happy with how things went yesterday, and that I have unresolved feelings about what has happened between us that I need closure on.

She replied that sometimes closure can take 4 sessions but "in this case one should be enough". WHAT. What???

I wrote back and said "I'm fully, painfully aware that you want me out of your life as soon as possible. You don't actually have to keep hitting me in the gut with it."

That was emotion mind on my part, and if I had taken more time I probably would not have replied, but jeeeeez.

I went for a walk tonight and it occurred to me that maybe I'm approaching this wrong. Maybe I need to attempt to resolve those feelings by talking about them with my new T, and just be done seeing dbtT. I don't see how I can really significantly heal when the wounds keep getting ripped open.