Hey i understand (: i push people away all the time and I'm tired of it to ... I have a boyfriend but i am constantly pushing him away and i don't know why he is with me . I honestly think he should break up with me but i really don't want him to . I'm such a confusing Pearson i know :/ i contradict myself all the time . I want people to be friends with me and close with me yet i push them away . So i understand you . Your not alone !

We just need to find people that are patient with us and slowly let them in . Make goals for yourself . Like this weeks goal is to tell that friend something about you . Just keep making little goals and setting them for yourself and then you will be able to trust that Pearson .

Anyways I'm new here so thought id just put in mah opinion