No real SI until a month or so ago
Since...late last year
No1 child out of control
Broke her bedroom window tonight (6yo)
Can't stop the SI now
Over and over in the same places
More and more scars
Don't feel the hurt, altho that is why I do it
So it really isn't very effective
Come to a dead end road
Searching for a path to lead me out
Hoping one day things will get easier
But can't see the light at the end of that tunnel yet
Just need to feel the physical pain
So I keep on trying to...
One of these times I might...