Hi there.

Don't you think there is at least one social group of friends you'll fit in at school? It sounds to me that you also feel very depressed because you don't have the connection in your life that you want and need.

When you're 15, problems just seem so large. When you get older, these problems become more manageable. My teens were a nightmare, but when I got older I was better able to manage. Hope you remember that.