Hi excited.

I don't know your age, but I guess you're around 15 years or so.

Now that I'm 28, I wish had done some more to improve myself as a person when I was in my teens. I regret that a lot. Your teens is an age of learning and experimenting, but this didn't work for me (because of my anxiety and depression).

I suggest you read a book like "The 7 Habits Of Highly Effective Teens". It's a really popular self-help/improvement book. Perhaps they have it in a local bookstore near you, or you can try an online bookstore like amazon.