I have a good therapist who's focus is DID and related issues. My last effort to deny my state is voices. If I don't have audiable voices in my head than maybe it's not DID. That is why it was important to me. When I speak with my therapist I don't think she really gets the difference between audiable voices and thought. She is a good therapist but she has never heard voices. I did once a long time ago. I know the difference. I just wanted to know from someone who has experienced something similar to what I have. I didn't know about the test for voices. I will ask her about that. I am not sure if my thinking is correct but that one issue has been the thing that I have held on to to deny my having DID. I am having a difficult time, even in the face of the obvious, accepting my diagnosis. Some of my moods absolutely don't want this to be true. I am not sure if they are afraid something will happen to them. Because it won't and I have told them that. I am also only finding out now that not all my moods know each other. And I think that is also a concern for some. They are finding out that there is stuff going on that they don't know about. I will mention these concerns to my therapist. Maybe saying it out loud I can move past the fear. I appreciate your response. Thank you.