I just don't know. I'm so thankful for my CPN. He might have some things we can do Friday. If I didn't have him to call on I'd be in a much worse position right now.

Talk about a rock and hard place. I hate this: it's like being tortured. I don't mean to come over all dramatic, but I'm sat here crying and it's nothing to do with me, or whatever I may or may not be. I can't escape.... I just can't escape.

Thank you so much, too, for being there with a quick reply RoadRunner.. it means a lot more than you know