Thanks all. My appointment actually went well. He said I showed improvement since the last time. He makes you fill in a mood chart for the past week every time you go. He said the symptoms should keep improving, on the higher dose of Lamictal, I just have to give it some time. Instead of having no good days, from last time, I'm up to 3 good days, so he took ECT off the table. He did change my klonopin to valium, so I hope that works better for my anxiety. Kept everything else the same.

Also I didn't chicken out this time and asked him about disability. He said to go ahead and apply, and he'd be more than happy to help with the process...yay!