I'm not going to beat around the bush. In all my attempts to interpret what he says to me, I am looking for some outside validation that he
is in love with me. I believe he is, I can sense it, feel it. And even though we both know we cant be together, we have become confortable in our relationship. Him more than me. I dont think he has had a relationship quite like ours. I do think that if he we met under different circumstances, we might be attracted to each other. I know I shouldn't wish this to be so, but loving him is as comforting as it is painful and I wouldn't give it up for the world. I guess I am just looking for someone to say....he loves you....preferably for him to say the words I want to hear.
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I will love the light for it shows me the way,
yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars Og Mandino
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