Sannah: No, My T deserves to go on vacations so I don't want to take it away from her. I just want to go too! Not with her. There's another part who doesn't want her to leave, but the part who is envious just wants to go on a trip to a beautiful, scenic fun place again.

I haven't been anywhere for about 3 years except to my kids (that's not particularly scenic and we've done the museums, etc. many times already) and I feel like I won't get to travel any more in my life, which isn't necessarily true. People 20 years older than I am still travel. I just fear getting older, which was always in the past, but suddenly it's NOW. Yeah, grist for the mill. My T is younger than I am but she understands, and we have talked about it. But what's there to do? We all get old; that's life.