Rainbow - do you really want to travel or is the travel just symbolic for your grief at aging? If you really want to travel, you can. There are ways. You just have to put your mind to it. A goal can be achieved if you identify your goal and put some energy trying to achieve it. It might be fun for you and your H to decide a travel destination and work ways to make it happen.

I love to travel and I might make a European trip this Spring or Asia. I also hope to visit some other parts of the country soon.

And if it's just symbolic of time passing, this is definitely a place to work on. What is there that can fulfill you in life? Search inside yourself to learn what it is that would be satisfying. It can take time but it's a worthwhile exploration that you can also do with your T.