I reread my email, and I asked questions although I didn't ask specifically ask for a reply. If I don't get a reply, I know I will not be brave enough to send another email. I can't help it, I am just not able to do this. I am so insecure it is unbelievable. It only took me 30 years to go back to therapy after my first couple of attempts, so you can imagine how I feel about communication-it's tough!