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Old Dec 07, 2011, 05:24 PM
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No answers or advice from me either. Yesterday's therapy session was really intense for me (I tried to write about it on another thread, which I think bombed), and there were moments where I thought...I MIGHT CRY. And I feel as though I need to ....cry But then I didn't...in part because I didn't feel that I could ...as if I did not have the ability to do that in the presence of someone who was just staring..It was so hard. even now, I feel just really stuck with un-cried tears (is there any such thing?).

no answers just hugs....
Oh heck yeah there's such a thing! I for one, know that I carry them around with me all the time. I had a difficult session today and when I left my teeth were chattering as I drove home, not because I was cold, but because that's the only sign of any emotion that would come out. It was like I couldn't cry but my mind/body had to *do* something to let it all out, kwim? Weird. At any rate, the tears are still inside somewhere for the time being. One day they may decide to make an appearance; time shall tell I suppose.
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