I'm going to bed when the two oldest do. If the sleep makes a difference, we'll play it by ear until I see my doc on January 3rd. If it doesn't or I'm worst tomorrow, I'll call the doc in the morning and ask about the outpatient treatment program. If she wants me to do inpatient, we'll seriously consider it. We've met our out of pocket so it will be 100% paid for. My only condition will be that my parents not be told where I am.

So we shall see what happens.