I'm sorry you're having a rough time. I Know what you mean, though, that your husband doesn't get it. Mine doesn't get it either. I've not been hospitalized but it sure would be nice to have some support sometimes. I think that when you are diagnosed with a chronic illness, your family should be made to take classes on what to expect.

Like where I work at the diabetes education center lots of people say, "I need to bring my husband/wife, is that okay?" And we say of course! But then a lot of people say "oh, he/she would never come with me." That makes me sad.