I dont know what to believe about my T anymore
I don't know if I can even trust her.
She said she wouldn't be gone that long (four months ago)-she said we are smart and creative and we'd find ways to talk every week and skype and stuff (none of that has happened). Three weeks when we talked to her, she said she wanted to come home.

Yesterday I finally heard from her-- and emailed her a thank you because we were so worried and were glad she is ok. I asked her twice when she was coming home.
This is part of the email I got and I am confused
She never said ANYTHING about when she is coming home.

I understand everyone is hurting...

Please don't make the living of your life based on me, or on when you see me, or when I'll be in [home], etc. I so very much understand that I am an important person to you... but your life is worthy and important and valuable and sacred all on its own... no matter what happens in mine. I want you to flourish more... even when it's hard...

Maybe I am just reading too much into it. But to me that sounds like "Don't plan on me coming home"

So I've been so upset today...because to me it sounds like she's saying goodbye