OK, so I can never expect him to say he loves me. He has said he cares for me.
But not necessarily the same, but it could be. I guess I dont need him to say it in words. Should I trust my instincts and simply know what I feel. I feel that he loves me. That should be good enough right? I have such a hard time trusting myself.
If I feel the passion, if I feel the love, the warmth, the caring is truly some form of love, then that should be all I need, I think..... Why do I need this? To know that I am worthy of love and kindness from a man. Not the abuse I am subject to from my husband. He just happens to be my therapist.....