Thanks, ECHOES, I really appreciate your comment. I'm embarrassed to bring up the phone message with my T because once again I don't want to reveal that I actually care! It's quite ridiculous, really, I'm sure she must realize at this point that I care to some degree about her :0 Anyway, my goal for the session tomorrow is to hold one of the rocks she has in her office. They are on this tiny little table next to me and she tried to get me to hold one for a grounding exercise once. I wouldn't do it for more than a second and then got really anxious about it. I'd like to be able to hold it. For some reason I feel like if I could do that then I could talk to her more easily.