feeling alone and needing some one to love me im not sure im gonna make it much longer

sometimes....dont you think. im worhtless amoral toxic unhappy what am i still doing here?

I DONT love my parents or friends or self. i dont love those i know care for me deeply . i feel disconnected. how do I fix this?

22 and never had a girlfriend/been kissed/ been in love with some one who loved me/ had sex/ anything!!!! if feel worthless. what do I do?

is there a god? idk. i dont think os. but i have no clue. how nice it must be to be able to believe theres an ever present loving spirit in your life