Athemos,
Try picking one small thing and doing that, then the next thing. Instead of looking at everything you have to do/change (which can be way daunting) just do one. Good for you for writing. Hopefully that helped and getting replies and encouragement will help get you in the right way. Your in a tough situation-being away from home/support/familiarity so be gentle on yourself! I know for me when I am looking for work that is one of the most stressful things there are. So again, be gentle with yourself. One foot in front of the other. Good luck