Ya know- yes I have felt guilty over what I have and do put my boyfriend through the most--
Ya know my mom, my dad, my siblings- all of us had our issues, I feel "bad at times" but that passes due to my family and I we are all dysfunctional in a way and have hurt each other- I guess some guilt is there.

But my Boyfriend-- He has been nothing but caring, trying to understand and sticking it out with me-- releasing me from some fights due to he is him with things and does not feed into the "stupid point outs that i must prove" at times, along he goes through other things that I at the times are not doing intentionally but they are things that stem from my issues.... His family as well as well as others- such as co-workers at times, I feel guilty at times due to I go off the handle about some things that I know are just in my traits to do and they do not- (i.e. work stuff - peddle to the metal Beauflow but not all are like that).

Yes....

I like what some say about learning from it, so why have the bad-- I tottally agree with that- Learning from it is the best thing that comes from it all... but none the less at times I do have the guilt that comes with the nature.

I wish I could be better, I feel at times that i have hurt every one around me and I am sorry for that.