i posted yesterday, flailing and reaching out. then i couldn't figure out how to log back into the site. just like that almost a week of mania, snap, a lid of depression is covering me quickly, SO quickly, shutting me out from speaking, breathing, a steady descending into a catatonic state. i moved from the bed to the couch an hour ago. i don't want to be covered. i don't know what to do. i am supposed to work with my boyfriend today all day, he still expects it.