I'm so sick of my story. I've told my T bits and pieces of it through these past few months. I had thought I had forgotten my story - it was in the background barely thought about.

Then, WHAM, I was compelled to call a therapist last December because I knew that SOMEBODY had to hear my story. But my story wasn't finished at that time and T has been helping me finish the story. And I'm almost there, I think.

But this week, the story feels like it needs to be told again - more details, more linear, more rounded out.

But I"m sick of it. I feel stupid to continue to bring up my story. I should be done with it. T says, "Tell your story as many times as it needs to be told. Just remember YOU are NOT your story."

So, if I am not my story, what use is it to keep on telling it? How do I know that it NEEDS to be told again? I want it forgotten but it keeps creeping into my life. Does anyone know if amnesia pills are available?