I can get pretty sick, myself, of it taking so long to get better.

I, too, feel like it never ends.

I am continually triggered.

I still get mad at the drop of a hat.

I still get upset when I make love or think about love or s*x.

I still hate myself sometimes.

I know.

Seems like it never ends.

But it does get better.

I am 44 and lately have been afraid of running out of time.

I too want to have a better life before I die.

Billi