Hello.

I want to share an update.

In case some of you have been following along, I decided to give Vicki another chance.

She and my doctor were both very aplogetic about her behavior.

Yesterday we had a good session.

I am still doing a lot of the work.

The way I want to use my therapist is this way: Not as a crutch or someone to lean on all the time. I want to use her as a checkin person; a reference point, to be sure I am on the right track because I am human and don't have all the answers.

But I want to do the work.

I want to be in command and not dependent anymore for emotional support.

Billi is the one who gives Billi love.

Not anyone else.

If someone else loves me that's the icing on the cake.

Billi