Okay, this is awkward for me cuz I've never really spoken about it, except with my husband. I've been his only partner so he really hasn't known what to say or think.

I love giving my husband oral sex, but when it comes to recieving it, I just feel.... like it's gross. He would love to go down on me but I just worry that it would be disgusting for him.

I know this comes from my first and only other partner, because he thought that going down on girls was gross. We were young, and since then he has told me that now that he's more experienced he loves it.

I just can't get over that feeling that it's gross now, because he told me it would be. (It's not that I have problems down there or whatever, it's just in my head..)

How do I get comfortable with my husband doing this so that I can enjoy it? Is it even something I should really try to become comfortable with?