I'm tempted, thats all. If things get worse then I'll call a friend, but I still have work to get thorugh, Finals are next week. I have to be here for them. and no I haven't called my T or pdoc, but I did take my meds today.

The cause of the thoughts is simple I wrote a paper on suicide prevention, it was tough, and I am feeling everyone elses stress, which doesn't help me at all. And I'm afraid of the sememster ending, and life changing once again. I know this is all fear. It's been fear that has driven me to si or sui, or to stay away from relationships. I'm afraid.