I have a lot going on with me, and half the time I want to tell my tutors, especially when I've had a bad day. But on a bad day, I don't want to talk at all, and on a good day, I feel stupid for bothering them. My friend is at uni, and she never seems to have a problem letting her tutors know she self harms, or some other stuff that goes on, but the most I've told mine is that I was on medication that was really bad for me and screwed up a few weeks, but I'm on something new and trying to catch up.

I don't know what to do. I mean, I tell them I'm worried about the exams, they go "exam nerves", but if I don't do well, I'm not going to be very good to myself.