I am doing better. I am getting more sleep, about 6 1/2 hours a night which is do-able. My cold is getting better though it sunk into my chest a little bit. So physically I am starting to pull around.

Had a good day at work. Had a fun conversation with a co-worker which of course led me to a mild freak out on the way home as I wondered if I said to much, we were talking about things that drive us nuts at work and of course co-workers came up and I said some stuff. I had the itchy wrist I want to kill myself thoughts all the way home. It is so stupid. Like I would kill myself to begin wth and it is such a waste of mental energy. I think I am going to talk to her tomorrow and let her know how I felt afterwards. She is the one that I am training to do the books should something happens to me and I need to take some time off so she knows a little about my situation. I am just a little worried that I am placing too much trust in one person. It is to soon. Of course I have know her for a year and a half now. sigh. I don't know.
Carrie