I dont know if it ismy depression I have decided to shut my appetite off and stop eating. I am tired of the weight gain because of the meds but not going off meds because I dont want the severe depression thats landed me in the hospital twice this year. All around dying just seems easier....but no plans as of yet. I cant stand life...but for now starvation will do. No pain there..once I shut my appetite off it will be smooth sailin.