This, may possibly be some dumb questions, but I wanted to ask: I feel like I've come a long way on my journey to try and be a better person since I started a few years back.(I hated myself and wanted to change it for the better. Also I have Asperger's and depression, just for some useful details)

However, it would seem, that I'm still a very emotional person, and things can at times easily upset me or make me negetive. And people take issue with that. I guess what I'm wanting to ask is, am I doing something wrong?

I mean, there's times where I know, my mood would have me be nasty or upset with someone, and yet I don't act upon it, I just keep it to myself. 90-95% of the time I'd like to think I'm a very good human being. I try to not be selfish, I try to be compassionate, considerate, nice, sharing, and what not.

I just don't get where I'm going wrong. Am I not paying enough attention to my emotions? Am I paying too much attention? Its very confusing. And its upsetting in itself, because I give my all, even if its not much sometimes, and that's frustrating.

I'm sorry, this wasn't very well typed now I look back at it, but I'll post anyways, in hope this makes sense to someone, and they can offer a bit of insight. Thank you for reading.