Being too emotional? Not having enough emotional control in difficult situations? I'm not truly sure, I just don't truly understand, but I must be doing something, if it sometimes pushes people away. I don't understand if its all me, if its other people, if its both, if its just someone like me, is going to get that way when under duress. Like I say, I always try to be a good human being, and be good to those who are good to me. I think thats a big part of what makes it so confusing to me. Sorry if thats not helpful. =x