Well I had my appointment with my pdoc today...It went well, but she came to the conclusion, that I need to write a letter to my ex t ( about all the things i want and wanted to say to him) and bring it to my next appointment....At that time, I will need to read it aloud to her and then burn it afterwards.....I am very hesitant and scared to write this letter....I guess because this means putting an end to my obsessing over him....And living in this fantasy life that one day he would be mine....Am I really ready to do this??? And am I ready to put my deepest feelings for him in letter form and read it aloud to her??? What will she think of me??? I am so nervous about this whole process.....UGH!!!!