I'm in my freshman year and thought that was what I wanted but now I'm not so sure. All of a sudden I don't really know anything about me or any one else that I thought I did. Even my fiance is being weird. I don't understand what's wrong with me. School is everything to my family and I thought it was to me too but now I am tired. Tired of constantly being that kid that is on top of everything and getting every bit of extra credit to help get grants and scholarships. I want to be in school but I also want something else. I don't know what, but something else. The path I'm on is college, marriage, and children on our ranch in Alabama. The average perfect home life. I know no one can make the decisions for me and it's not very bright to drop out but just what if I did? Just what if?