My story feels like a tumor inside of me. I want it out. Will the telling be enough to remove it? I want every piece it gone. I know it will take many sessions with T to tell the whole story. Although I want to be done with the telling quickly, I will go slow enough to try to find every poisonous piece of it to excise. Can I complete the telling in 2 or 3 sessions or will I need more time than that? Will I falter and not have enough courage to complete the surgery? I will beg T to encourage me and give me strength to endure the pain. This must be done. I have to do it.