..it's detachment...

for me it's as though I expected it to fall apart....so I felt it to begin with when it wasn't necessary...

then I went numb...

and when the hurt happened I was pre-conditioned..

but the reality cannot be ignored forever...I guess..

and suddenly one day a FLASHBACK...and it all hits!

this can happen many times with many different things at once...

at different times at once..

if!..I felt things in time with reality and others ...I guess it..life would flow much better.

good point you made