....the reason I feel empty following an argument with a loved one?

...now that I think of it I cannot believe they even bother with me...

they know I can go solitary for days and days and torment myself and punish myself..until their argument vanishes into a new issue of just me.

..they don't even know this ..because they are getting on with life..,

meanwhile I cannot resolve a problem intact...I was not there ( it seems )...when the problem arrived..(perhaps I am hurting already)

my emotions are already maxxed out!...

the person I am arguing with is just going from one thing to the next...

they say their bit....!

I aint finished!..

off they go...so I perceive...

I am unfulfilled...empty...

the battle I required did not happen...

then I go maybe hurt myself...

does that make sense?

just flying of the corner of my eye...tired