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Old Dec 09, 2011, 08:48 AM
Claritytoo Claritytoo is offline
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There is a part of me that is rage full he has always been there when I needed him. I talk to him, he don't talk. He just steps in. I have been trying to work with my therapist. Most of the time when an alter presents they are angry or rage full. I want to move forward and prehaps work with with emdr but I am afraid I will be consumed by my rage. It feels like I am always just a moment from exploding when I am in session. I am concerned that I could be aggressive toward my therapist. I have expressed this to her. And a few times I have had to stop talking so my anger did not turn to rage. I don't trust that I can be experiencing feelings of rage and not direct this to who ever is in the room. Is this fear common? I have already told my therapist my rage does not want to be touched. That is a definite trigger to become aggressive. There is a part of me that tells me I will be fine but collectively I don't believe it. I have thought about hypnosis or something that will allow my rage out without giving up full control. Has anyone had a similar experience? In this I feel alone.
Thanks for this!
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