It feels like there is though.. why can't I just talk about it, get it out.. it literally makes me shake with self hatred because of my stupidness..
And I have to be ready, I don't feel like i can cope anymore
I'm not good with letters, I always feel like I can't put it in the right format, or maybe something could be "lost in translation" as it were...
Thankyou for your support so far Terry.. And everyone else.. <3