I asked my partner to take a plastic spoon off of my son which he was shoving down his throat, and he kicked off saying that I could do it too and that just lit the fuse and I went off on one saying that he is barely here, works during the day, weekends and sometimes through the night too, and how he doesnt help me much with him. He said that he works so he shouldnt have to and I sit on my arse and swan off to my coffee mornings etc.

Saw the therapist today and she thought that it was unfair, but as always i wonder if it me?

He went to leave again last night, and classy me was on the doorstep shouting...he didnt go, he came back and i broke down in tears at the thought of being on my own...but do i push him away?

ARGH