I'm sitting in class having thoughts of cutting myself. I'm so tempted to just go into the bathroom & go at it. I just hate my life right now. It sucks so bad not being able to have what I need or want. I just wanna go home, but trying my best to make it through the day. Ugh...I wanna scream! I want to just take some sleeping pills & go to sleep...thats my escape. Can't do that so....whatever I guess, it doesn't matter.