Very well put Madisgram . Thanks for sharing that. Just a quick note...This is just my experience, strength, and hope to those reading this and Im in no way... know it all on these steps. My hope is that those addicted find a way that works for them and if my sharing on the 12 steps helps them then I am very grateful...Step 12 is about carrying the message that was given to me... ..Ive been through the 12 steps and I use the maintaining steps 10-12...Just like you said...."I almost have a fit till I make amends"...lol... These steps are very simple....for a complex person as myself...Thanks again...Peter